New Chapter, Changes, and Challenges

Its been a month since I had landed into the sunshine state while Korea was covered with white blankets of snow.

Adjusting not only to American culture but also to moving back home. I haven’t lived with my parents in over 5 years!

I also haven’t lived in San Francisco for five years. So exploring my hometown for the past month made me feel like a tourist. Today was my first time grocery shopping at Traders Joe’s, an organic and cheap grocery store. My jaw dropped by all the cheese the store had and also by the price. Did mention how much I love cheeeseee? I bought two bags of food for the fam for all of a whopping fee of 60 bucks. I still cant believe I have to pay for my bags now… I guess thats what living in am eco green city is like.

Secondly, I spent two weeks searching for a job and it was so difficult esp with my major. But praise God for His sovereign planning.. I found a job which I am growing to love! I work as a behavioural junior therapist for a private company called STE Consultants. 🙂 Everyone is nice and are helpful despite how noob I am. The plan is to work for a year or two and them grad school somewhere in California, Missouri, or Melbourne! Buttt we shall see.

Thirdly, my ’94 Acura Integra is slowly dying so I bought a nearly used 2012 scion xd. The car is what I’ve wanted for the past four years.  (:

Fourthly, I picked up ballet again. Its so fun! I can’t wait to do the splits and go on pointe shoes. (:

Lastly, I decided to check out churches around and finally chose one called Berean Community Church in the peninsula, a church plant from Irvine. , CA. I love it!  Its a really new church and its been great getting to know everyone. They’re all so encouraging and I cant wait to serve!

Its good to be home! Its been too long!
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Til next time!

After TaLK Life

It seems almost surreal that an entire year has gone by. Last Friday was my last day in Korea and I flew back to SF. Korea feels like only but a dream and somehow I managed to have friends from all around the world. It was difficult leaving my students who had taught for an entire year. My kindergarten students said their farewells to me with hugs and kisses.

I really wanted to post videos on what it is like to live in Korea. Example, what a one room apartment looks like.. but I had no idea my Ipad would delete my videos when I updated it. 😦 Sorrry guys. But for those who are considering Teach and Learn in Korea, feel free to leave a comment below and I will try my best to answer questions.

Coming back to America, I am currently experiencing reverse culture shock.

Language

Being able to understand what others are saying without playing charades is nice. But from time to time I find it difficult to not eavesdrop. However, that can be easily fixed, I hope. Sometimes it feels like I’m still in Korea and I have an expectation that they can speak Korean. But when I hear English coming out of their mouths, it’s mind-boggling.

Little Luxuries

I cannot emphasize how much of a luxury it is to own a dryer. Back in Korea I would have to use a dry rack to dry my clothes, which takes at least three to  four days in the winter. When clothes are hung after they are wet, they have a tendency to have a cardboard feel to it. It’s so nice to take warm clothes out of a dryer in the winter rather than touching wet clothes when it’s about -3 degrees outside.

The weather. It was snowing when I left Korea and people didnt really complain that it was cold. But I complained about how schools couldn’t afford to turn on the AC during the summer when it hit  80-90 degrees with 80% humidity and -3 degree farhenheit winters. I eventually got use to seeing my breath while I used the restroom. And arriving to sunny San Francisco with 50 degree Fahrenheit weather, people were wearing thick coats and complaining about the weather being too cold. I can list more differences in culture, but all in all there’s no place like home.

Food

Coming back from Korea, I was amazed by how big the portions are and  how cheap meat is. I can buy a ginormous platter of meat that can feed a family of six for only 20 bucks? Meat for one costs about 10,000 won (a little less than 10 bucks).  Coming from a country that relies heavily on imported meats from America and other countries.

I miss eating real Korean food already. A few of my most favourite foods to eat in Korea are: dalkdoritong, raw sesame oil with hot chili flakes clams, raw beef bibimbap, street vendor foods, kimchi, school lunches, kimbab, fried chicken, mixed grained rice, purple bean rice, Korean grapes&pears.  ❤

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I have news, but I’ll share later if it happens. (:

TaLK Scholar Essay Contest

I haven’t written papers since my third year in university, but my school really wanted me to enter into the TaLK scholar essay contest.

Learning to Teach in Samsan Elementary School

Tiffany Wun-Yun Tam, 8th Generation TaLK Scholar

Life before Korea

“What are your plans now?” is probably one of the most common questions asked right before and after graduation. Fall of 2011 was my last semester at the University of California, Merced and my family and friends slowly began popping the question. Also, graduating a semester early meant I had less time to figure out what I wanted to do with my life. Although I did enjoy working as a teacher’s assistant at a child development center and teaching science for an after school program, I did not want to apply to graduate school without being certain that I wanted to become  teacher. With only a few months left before graduation, I met a friend who had recently completed a year with the Teach and Learn in Korea (TaLK) program. He then began to share stories on his adventures in Korea and how he managed to teach English to his entire school of students. Hearing his first-hand experiences abroad made me eager to more look into the program. After a few weeks of research, I applied for the Teach and Learn in Korea program, was interviewed, and received a letter of acceptance.

Jochiwon Days
Within a few months later, I packed two suitcases and was on my way to Korea. Having lived in California my entire life, “cold winters” in San Francisco meant putting on a jacket and wearing sneakers. I had not realized how unprepared I was for Korea’s extreme seasons until I had arrived at Incheon International Airport during the winter. I will never forget my first time experiencing frostbite cold. As I exited the airport for the orientation bus, the frigid wind blew right through my jacket and I immediately began to shiver hoping the winters in Korea would shorten somehow. After arriving at Korea University in Jochiwon, I joined 219 other TaLK scholars from all around the world with different accents, backgrounds in careers and education, values, all with a common goal to teach and learn in Korea. I met TaLK scholars who were recent postgraduates, university students who were taking a break from studying and travelers who have been to several countries before Korea. Over the four weeks in orientation, I quickly grew close to a few friends that I had made. It’s amazing how having a common experience can create close friendships within a short amount of time. But it’s not surprising with the amount of time spent with each other, by going to and from lectures all day, living in a dormitory building, and going to noraebangs (singing rooms) after lectures.
My Daily Life as a TaLK Scholar

During the four rigorous weeks of training and taking notes, I was able to learn a bit about the Korean culture, English Foreign Language education, and the essentials on how to live in Korea. When Jochiwon orientation had concluded, all the TaLK scholars quickly dispersed into their designated provinces. My province was located in Jeonnam, the most southern tip of Korea. Our Provincial Office of Education (POE) orientation took place in Gwangju, one of the sixth biggest cities in Korea. It was also where we received more hands-on teaching opportunities. Receiving feedback from our colleagues during our lesson presentation helped us become more aware of what we needed to work on. And when orientation had finally come to an end, we were picked up by our school staff and were taken to our respective schools. Having already spent a total of four weeks in Korea, it was not until I arrived at my school in Samsan when I realized I was actually going to live in Korea for the next year. The mini town that my school is located in is a lot smaller than I had anticipated with only a NongHyup Bank, a few restaurants, a post office, a small health clinic, and of course it was surrounded by paddy-fields. However within a ten minute bus ride to Haenam town where I lived, I was able to go to a few coffee shops, taste ethnic Korean foods, and spend time with Jeonnam Language Program (JLP) teachers who had also lived in town. When I first moved into town, the JLP teachers were extremely helpful by taking me and a few other TaLK scholars out to different restaurants to eat, showed us where to shop for groceries, and gave us useful tips on how to teach. They reminded me that teaching English in a foreign country is not an easy task to take on, but if we ever needed help with anything they were only a Facebook message and phone call away.

With the help of the JLP teachers, I became more confident teaching English in Korea for the next year. One the first day of school, I was given my work schedule and was assigned to teach kindergarten to sixth grade after school on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Fridays, while I assisted my mentor teacher while she taught fifth and sixth graders on Wednesdays and Thursdays. My first semester of teaching became a humbling experience when charades became one of my main sources of communication with my students. Although there were many challenges teaching English as a Foreign Language (EFL) with language barrier being one of them, within a few weeks I was able to assess my classes and create lesson plans that were within their level. However, I found it much easier to lesson plan than to actually teach the lesson. When I first started teaching, I made several rookie mistakes, by handing out candy during class time, turning my back while writing on the board, not memorizing my student’s Korean names, and not enforcing classroom management.

Lesson Learned

One of the many lessons I learned while teaching in Korea is to be effective and impact lives. To not only be a teacher and teach the fifteen hours assigned to me, but to go beyond that by offering free tutoring courses to my students. Prior to leaving for Korea, my mentor teacher in the Science and Math Initiative, an elementary school education program that I was enrolled in during university, bought me “The First Days of School: How to Be an Effective Teacher”, written by Harry K. Wong and Rosemary T. Wong. The classroom management book has been one of the most useful tools that have guided me to think like a teacher. It has also given me useful ideas on what to expect on the first week of school.

Secondly, I learned how to incorporate lessons and activities that helped accommodate students with different learning styles. There are three major types of learning: auditory (listening and speaking), visual (through the eyes by watching), and kinesthetic (physical activity) learning. Some students are able to understand my lessons from giving examples by showing visuals, while other students might find it more useful to listen and repeat key expressions. Others also might learn better from using movements with their body. For an example, my kindergarteners all have different learning styles, so I created a lesson that will fulfill the needs of most of my students. In one of my lessons on shapes, I prepared several laminated and magnetized circles, triangles, rectangles, hearts, stars, and squares each in different colors. After reviewing the colors from last week’s lesson, I showed the class all the shapes, while naming them so my visual learners will be able to recognize the new materials introduced. Afterwards, I asked my students to repeat after what I had said, which helped auditive learners. Then I showed the shapes again to my students and had the students draw the shapes in the air with their fingers. By having the students draw shapes in the air, kinesthetic learners are able to understand the outline of the shape. To review, I handed out a few shapes per a student and when I called out the shape or colors, students were to locate and raise the shapes up in the air. Using this method of review not only guided kinesthetic learners by allowing them to move around, but it also helped auditory and visual learners to by being able to locate the shapes.

The third thing I learned is to be innovative not only with lessons but also for classroom management. During my first few months of teaching, managing a class was one of my biggest hurdles. It took me awhile to figure out what worked and what did not work. I have also attempted to settle down a class by using several different approaches, but all of them failed to work. It did not take long to take notice that negative reinforcements did not work while positive reinforcements worked really well. One of the ideas that I borrowed from my teacher was having my students make a currency system for the classroom. This system is known to create positive rather than negative reinforcements. I then designed a 영어마트, also known as English Mart where students could earn English classroom dollars and purchase stationery items. Using this method of reinforcement has helped create a better learning environment for my students. Also spending time memorizing my students’ Korean names improved classroom participation. Another method I borrowed and altered from my fieldwork class was tapping each student’s desk to dismiss them if they are sitting quietly on their chairs with their hands folded properly. I find it very intriguing to see how some classroom management tools and methods are useful and can be translated from different cultures. Yet, at the same time some methods simply cannot be translated from culture to culture.
Teaching eventually became much easier after learning several lessons the hard way, but sometimes having growing pains is the best way to become a better teacher. Living the life of a teacher, my weekdays were packed with attending hweshiks (staff dinners) and playing volleyball with the staff, meeting up with English teachers in town for dinner and coffee, lesson planning, studying for entrance exams for grad school, and volunteering at a local orphanage. And during the weekends, I met up with TaLK scholars from different provinces to experience Korean culture by attending cultural festivals such as the Nonsan Strawberry Festival and Jindo Miracle Sea Festival and traveling to several provinces: Gangwon-do, Jeollabuk-do, Jeju-do, Gyeongsamnam-do, Chungcheongbuk-do, Chungcheongnam-do, and Gyeonggi-do. In each of the provinces I was able to visit famous landmarks, which include the 3rd tunnel located at the Korean Demilitarized Zone, Yeosu World Expo, N Seoul Tower, Haeundae Beach in Busan and try an array of foods the provinces are known for. Not only did I have the opportunity to experience the traditional culture, but I also had the chance to learn about the pop culture in Korea. To list a few, my friends and I visited Lotte World, the world’s largest indoor amusement park, ate kimchi fries at a Korean-Mexican fusion food eatery in Itaewon, accidentally stumbled across B1A4, a pre-teen boy band meet and greet session in Daejeon, and sing Korean pop songs in noraebangs, also known as singing rooms.

Acculturation
Utilizing the opportunity to learn about the Korean culture by traveling all over Korea, I also wanted to share with my students what life back in the states is like. As the only foreign outlet for my students this year, I made Jell-O with my students, handed out Caramel Apple Pops, Sour Patch Kids, and Haribo Raspberries as a treat, made paper pumpkins out of construction paper and paper plates, hosted an Easter egg hunt, hand-painted Thanksgiving turkeys, showed pictures and videos of California, showed my students what the United States currency looks like, and more. Although often times when I tried to explain to them what America is like, a few of my students question whether or not if I really did come from America, because I “looked” Asian. The same question has been repeated by people asking for directions, taxi drivers, coffee baristas, and other curious Koreans I would encounter all throughout my journey in Korea, but that’s alright. I would explain to them that I am from America, but my parents came from Hong Kong with my limited Korean and that would create opportunities to start up conversations with locals. Living in one of the more rural parts of Korea, I was able to experience southern hospitality. Often times when the English teachers in my town go out for dinners, the restaurant waitresses would just stare at us and smile as we conversed in English.

The Final Days
As my journey in Korea is drawing to a close, enculturating myself abroad over the past ten months has been one the most rewarding experiences I have ever done. Within a couple months I will be on my way back to the sunny side of California in the middle of winter, around the exact same time last year when I had first arrived in Incheon International Airport experiencing my first real winter. Learning in Korea has helped me better understand the history, culture, and lifestyle of Koreans. Prior to coming to Korea I avoided eating greens and living in a country that eats vegetables every day I have learned to eat everything and not waste. I have also developed a habit of separating my garbage between compost, recycle, and waste to create a greener environment. Not only did I learn in Korea, but it has changed my views on conserving and eating more greens that I will carry with me to the states. Teaching in Korea has allowed me to develop a greater appreciation for teachers from all around the world. Without being in the TaLK program I would still be just unsure with what I wanted to do with my career. Unfortunately, teaching is not exactly the career pat that I have decided to take on after all. But after tutoring my student one on one for the past year, I am certain that I am more effective at teaching individuals one-on-one and it has given me a greater passion to want to help students with special needs by going into occupational therapy within the education system. I also would not have met so many amazing people from all around the world who have impacted and inspired me and will take a special place in my heart. My teachers at school genuinely care about others and have included me in school events, given me food, and have offered to drive me home while only knowing a few sentences and phrases in English. I will never forget all the memories I have had with my students who have especially have shown so much progress in English. Leaving Samsan Elementary School, I am certain my students will not only be more confident in speaking English, but will one day be able to converse in complete English sentences. I do hope that one day we will cross paths and I will be able to speak to them in English. I am extremely grateful and fortunate for receiving the opportunity to TaLK. Being in the scholarship program I have made lifelong friends whom I will keep in touch with all over the world. It has also exceeded my expectations and I will cherish every moment I have left in Korea.

The Little Things in Life

Ending off Friday with my kinders making cereal necklaces, reviewing with my 3rd graders, and finishing off the English play was fun. Teaching can be fun! And also making jokes while our mentor teacher drove us back from where the skit was held was a great way to bond with a few of my students. And of course memories like squishing five of my students in the back seat because we didn’t have enough space made it all the more memorable.

Friday I left for Gwangju early to attend a surprise bridal shower because bridal parties are uncommon in Korea. A few of my sisters in Christ planned a French themed party because the bride to be is going to France on her honeymoon :). Congratulations Sunny on getting married! So many people are getting married, engaged, pregnant, and dating. Such a different transition from being in uni whereas much of my friends were single but still a blessing to be part of that.

Anyhoos, I finally got to serve on Sunday and it was soooo nice. I joined the greeting team a few weeks ago and although it isn’t much, it is awesome that I am able to serve the church in someway.

Today I asked one of my students who works better one on one if she wanted to be tutored again and she agreed! She has been in my thoughts and prayers lately. My mentor teacher told me that she used to get sick a lot but recently she’s been smiling a lot more and texts my mentor teacher with cute messages. She’s so adorable. Although she isn’t the most financially well off student in my school, she still gives me snacks here and there and smiles a ton when she sees me.

God has been so good to me in Korea. Although I’ve failed to see it often times, praise God for grace so undeserving. Praise God for the Gospel. Praise God for life. Praise God for community. Praise God for conversations about God. Praise God for His sovereignty. Praise God for Jesus. Thank you Jesus.

Who Can Compare: Jesus Culture

Take Heart

Often times acts of service is my attempt to draw myself closer to God. Don’t get me wrong, reading the Word is good, singing worship songs is awesome, sharing about Christ to others is amazing. But I’ve realised that doing it does not necessarily mean I’m closer to God. To be honest, despite habitual reading the Word, praying, singing worship songs, and talking to others about God over the past few months.. I didn’t feel close to God at all. I’ve taken notice that it was mainly my attitude and perspective.

Today our staff wanted to go on a hike at our local famous temple rather than play our usual volleyball game at school. While I was walking on the path surrounded by nature I was reminded of the devo I had read yesterday from Piper Devo: Solid Joys. (I highly recommend this to anyone who has an iphone or smartphone with apps).

I’ll just quote Solid Joy’s entire devo of the day.

God gives it a body as he has chosen, and to each kind of seed its own body. (1 Corinthians 15:38)

I have been picking up little things in Scripture that show God’s intimate involvement in creation.

For example, in 1 Corinthians 15:38, Paul is comparing how a seed is planted in one form and comes forth in another for with a “body” different from all other bodies. He says, “God gives it a body just as he wished, and to each of the seeds a body of it’s own.”

This is a remarkable statement of God’s involvement in the way God designed each seed to bring forth its own unique plant (not just species but each individual seed!).

Paul is not teaching about evolution here, but he is showing how he takes God’s intimate involvement with creation for granted. He cannot imagine, evidently, that any natural process should be conceived without God’s doing it.

Again in Psalm 94:9, it says, “He who planted the ear, does he not hear? He who formed the eye, does he not see?” The psalmist assumes that God was the designer of the eye and that he designed the way the ear is planted in the head to do its hearing work.

So when we marvel at the wonders of the human eye and the remarkable structure of the ear, we are not to marvel at the processes of chance but at the mind and the creativity of God.

Similarly in Psalm 95:5, “The sea is his for he made it; and his hand formed the dry land.” The involvement of God in making land and sea is such that the present sea is his.

It is not as though he in some impersonal way set it all in motion a billion years ago. Rather he is the one who owns it because he made it. It is today his handiwork and bears the marks of his creator claim on it, like a piece of artwork belongs to the one who painted it until he sells it or gives it away.

I point out these things not to solve all the problems surrounding our issues of origins, but to call you to be God-centered in your admiration of the wonders of the world. God decided what the Iris beside our fence should look like this week when it came to flower.

God means for the beauty of that plant (not just that kind of plant)- that very plant to be an occasion for our worshipping his specific creativity.

-The Iris by My Walk

The sun hitting the red, brown, orange, and yellow leaves right before sunset was breathtaking. Listening to the ripples in the stream flowing down. The rocky mountains surrounding me.

To be reminded that God an intricate planner, brought peace in my heart. To not worry what the future might entail. It’s been such a long time since I have actually spend quality time with God. Just me and God. I don’t need to do all these things to glorify God. God is already glorified. Reading the Bible and singing songs gets me thinking about the creator, but true worship should be 24/7.

God is so good. Praise God for grace.

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This song has been on repeat as of late.

Forward and Onward

I am officially not going to extend. It was such a difficult process trying to outweigh the pros and cons. With less than two and a half months left in Korea, I’m going to make the most out of it.

The idea of moving back home is so foreign to me. I haven’t lived at home for more than four years but I am excited for new changes. Good ole’ family dinners every Sunday night, seeing friends from church, going to church and fellowship, sitting in the living room to watch cooking  and cupcake shows with my sister, going to SF beaches with the hippos, driving people around, speaking canto, eating western and chinese food, bubble tea, and chinese desserts! I miss em all. 🙂

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Aside from all that, I came across a video of my uni. It’s pretty epic. Didn’t know my school can get this epic. Watching this makes me want to go back to school.

TaLK (Teach and Learn in Korea): Extension & Experience

Today my mentor teacher asked if I wanted to extend for another half year or year. If I do extend, my mentor teacher told me that she will recommend me for the extension and place me closer to Seoul. I don’t exactly know what is considered closer to Seoul, but anywhere (minus Jeju-do) is closer to Seoul for me. I have until tonight to figure it out. 😦 I trust that the decision in the end will be glorifying to God.

Being in Korea has had it’s ups and downs, but it has defo been an experience that I will never forget. In Feb of 2012 I remember hopping onto a plane for an international flight by myself for the first time and I’ve never felt so nervous to the point where I was shaking involuntarily. (A week prior to departure to Incheon, I had taken a plane by myself from SF to LA for the first time). Getting on the plane meant leaving the life I had in California for the past 21 years of my life and putting it on hold for an entire year. I came to Korea knowing only six words/phrases: 안녕하세요 (hello), 화장실어디세요 (where’s the bathroom), 안녕히 계세요 (good-bye to the person staying), 안녕히 가세요 (good-bye to the person leaving), 뭐 (what), and 사랑해요(I love you). Not knowing who I will meet and where I will be placed in Korea seemed like a super fun adventure but nonetheless a very nerve-wracking experience.

During orientation I met some amazing people from all around the world with different accents, way of life, backgrounds in careers and education, and goals all here to teach English in Korea. Although some TaLK scholars only became merely acquaintances, I believe that I have made a few of my closest friends here in Korea. They have been there for me through the rough patches and the fun times. Although it was bittersweet and will be bittersweet to part ways with the friends that I have made in Korea, I know God has placed them in my life for a reason and I am really glad that I was able to be part of the 8th generation of the TaLK program. I also became close to my mentor teacher who has become not only a mother to me, but has stood by my side when I was sick, had lice, had difficulties adjusting to Korea, and more. My students who have grown so much. Coming in to teach my 3rd graders was one of the more challenging things I have done in my life. My grade 3 did not even know the alphabet prior to my first day of class with them. But with a few adjustments and adding in a point & reward system on the sixth month, my students have learned so much and can respond in sentences for certain things. They have become one of my most favourite class. I also came across really sweet  brothers and sisters in Christ at Wolgwang church in Gwangju, Jeonnam. There we were able to worship God and learn about what it means to serve God abroad. Cell groups or small groups after service with my sisters in Christ has been really encouraging and helpful to sustaining my walk with God. They have encouraged me to read the word, learn more about God and to share the Gospel.

Although I’m leaving in a few months, I’m really glad I received this opportunity to Teach and Learn in Korea. It was super challenging but one of the most rewarding experiences I have ever had. As this chapter is coming to a close, I am excited to see what God has in store for me as I journey onto the next chapter of my life.

Eleven

1. I went back to the states last week for four days and there’s no place like home.
2. Decided to come home after my year contract is up, which is in four months.
3. Researching for occupational therapy grad schools ATM. Temple University in Philadelphia and USC! 🙂 LA and Philly! Despite where I will be for grad school, I will always be SF loyal and root for the San Francisco Giants
4. The next year will be dedicated to going and serving at church, looking for a full time job, studying for the the MAT and GRE, taking anatomy and physiology and other courses at a college.
5. I’ve been craving for 김치 찌개 Kimchi stew everyday.
6. It took me 8 months to love 김치 kimchi.
7. My English has gotten worse. It takes me several seconds to think of how to process and construct a sentence.
8. The weather in Korean is super nice: warm and breezy in the day and chilly at night.
9. I start off my day with a cup of tea.
10. I like the colors of autumn but the trees on the leaves in Korea aren’t changing colors! :/
11. My students make my day. So cute a second grader has a big crush on a sixth grader and she keeps giving him heart candies and love notes. But he gave the candy back to her. Young love 🙂

Nine

1. The autumn weather in Korea has been perfect, with breezy nights and mid 70 degree Fahrenheit days.

2. 추 석 aka Chu Seok (Korea’s version of Thanksgiving) = 3 day vacation + 3 day paid leave vacation = 11 days of rest from teaching.

3. Aimee, a church friend from home is flying in from HK to visit Korea & me.

4. Today marks the 4th week of volunteer at the orphanage.

5.  I survived 3 “major” typhoons in Korea

6. My 60 year old vice principle challenged me to run 3 times around the new track tomorrow.

7. I’ve been meditating on Lamentations 3:23-24 (ESV)- They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. “The Lord is my portion,” says my soul, “therefore I will hope in him.”

8. I have not eaten pancakes for over two years because we made pancakes once a week during my last two years in uni at the salvation army. Yesterday, I made my first chocolate chip pancake.

9. After seeing Psy’s “Gangnam Style” video a dozen times with the song becoming viral having 274 million hits on Youtube, I still do not know how to dance “Gangnam Style”

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions

With grad apps due in a few months, I decided to hold back grad school for another year. After prayerfully evaluating my heart, I personally do not think I am spiritually ready to apply for the master of art’s  program in biblical counseling. While I was away from home for uni, I invested my time there but at the same time I was church hopping in San Francisco when I visited during the holidays. After church hopping for the first two years in college, I decided to finally commit to one church in San Francisco. However, because I spent most of my weekends in Merced serving in my college fellowship, I was unable to attend to weekly bible studies, church service, and even serve. But during the weekends when I did make the 2.5 hour drive to SF, I can say I feel super blessed by how much I’ve grown to love the church and the Word. I love my brothers and sisters in Christ at SFBC (& of course those in Merced & my church at Wolwang Gwangju, Korea Church<3).  The counselors of LIGHT have been encouraging and loving towards us college students. They do an amazing job and I wish I was home more to serve.

Being in Korea has been good, but it has been difficult to stay out of the spiritual slump due to the lack of community during the weekdays. Wow, I’ve already gone 7 months without having a bible study with others!  Moving back to the states in five months will give me the opportunity to finally serve at my home church and to grow with a community of believers. I think spending a more couple years in my hometown church will really allow me to form form stronger relationships with my brothers and sisters in Christ, develop a better understanding on the Word, and serve the church. I have so much growing to do, but I am reminded that His work in me is the effect of His grace.

Of course there are other reasons that contribute to my decision but this is the one that led to my decision 🙂

P.S Don’t get me wrong, I do love the church/fellowship in Merced and Korea!  I have grown so much from the times we’ve fellowshipped, attended Bible studies, and gone to church, but San Francisco will always be my hometown church.